Is the world against me?
When you feel like the all world is against you?
The answer for your question is so obvious that can’t be easily seen. There are two big reasons why you can’t see it.
1. It is not for the “NOW”.
2. You are not able to understand it at this very moment.
As you can see, God is in total control and He cares for you, but even though He is all powerful, He does not want to spare you from this moment and will not because it will be crucial for you in the near future. The way you see everything now it is not the way God sees.
Are my failures the reason for it all?
The first thing you try to do is to rationalize. Is it my fault? The answer is also no. To fail is bad for you but it is also good. We could learn everything just by reading the word of God, reading good books, listening other experienced people advices and pray more, through fasting and meditation, and the list goes on. But this is not the plan. God has something more personal for you.
God’s plan for your life involves experiencing life itself.
Even when you fail for yourself, that is where the beauty of His plans start working, when He allows you to be you, to see things through your own perspectives and foresee it all wrong anyway. You need to have your experiences, obviously you will not ignite a dynamite and sit on top of it to see if it really explodes, you know that already. But you will never know what does it mean to have a broken heart, to be put to shame or to face challenges beyond your own capabilities if you do not go through it all.
God wants you to be able to make tough decisions
In face of this scenario all God wants for you is that you make the great decision, not His decision, it has to be yours, the biggest of all decision ever.
“To blindly trust God with all your heart and put in him your entire hope”.
That is the only way you will see, later on, that everything really works for your good. I have no doubt that you love God. And both of us, you and me know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romanos 8:28. May the peace of God grow in your heart.
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